That spring after my brother’s death
I worked in an orchard. Young, good
with a ladder, I pruned apple trees,
lopped crossed limbs, nipped spurs,
and comforted myself with the notion
my brother was busy underground
carefully disentangling the long roots,
season after season, tree by tree;
but now I know there are people
who tread the earth like water
because below them their dead
are trying to grasp their ankles
and pull them under, so I know
how lucky I am and how grateful
I ought to be: sick for long years
my brother begrudged me nothing.
for R.J.H. 1950-1972

Richard Hoffman is the author of nine books, including the memoirs Half the House and Love & Fury; the story collection Interference and other stories; the essay collection Remembering the Alchemists and other essays; and five books of poems: Without Paradise; Gold Star Road, which won the 2006 Barrow Street Press Poetry Prize and the New England Poetry Club’s Sheila Motton Book Award; Emblem; Noon until Night, winner of the 2018 Massachusetts Book Award for poetry; and People Once Real.