Translated by Michael M. Naydan
You always approached
this with suspicion
Mary
But here the udder of his heart
flows with the milk of pain
And you sitting beside him there
all night in the wind and rain
feel how your skin
becomes burned with the rust of doubt
You carefully look at
the scar from the disciple’s kiss
that reddens on his unshaven cheek
like the trace of a dull blade
And for a long time your hands
will have the scent of the gasoline
with which you burned our cities

Serhiy Zhadan was born in the Luhansk Region of Ukraine and educated in Kharkiv where he lives today. He is the most popular poet today in Ukraine and the author of twelve books of poetry that have earned him numerous national and European awards, including the 2022 EBRD Literature Prize for his novel The Orphanage. Zhadan’s books have been translated into English, German, French, Italian, Swedish, Norwegian, Polish, Czech, Hungarian, Belarusian, Lithuanian, Latvian, and Russian. He is the front man for the band Zhadan and the Dogs, and has collaborated on theatre and performance projects with Yara Arts Group since 2002. Yale University Press published his selected poems as What We Live For/What We Die For, translated by Virlana Tkacz and Wanda Phipps in 2019.